Tuesday, December 20, 2011

My Goals Revisited.

On Friday, May 27, 2011 I posted a blog about my 2 Year Plan. It's almost 8 months later. This is where I am. And it's cooler than I thought!

Education:

My goal was to graduate in 2 years. As of right now, I'm still on schedule. One minor setback with my internship but I think I can work it out and not be in too much trouble. I am down to 1.5 years. And I'm totally ok with a slight extension if it's just to get that damn internship done.

Career:

Still working on what I want to do, but I am now exploring the idea of getting my Psy D. I'll have to think, long, hard, and deeply about this one. GAH!

Weight loss:

Kind of a failure here...yet not. My weight hasn't really gone up. It's fluctuated over the last year between 219 and 224 over and over again, typically in time to my cycles. So, meh...I haven't lost, but I haven't really gained. The truly odd thing is, that lately, my clothes are looser in some areas, and people that haven't seen me in awhile think I've lost weight. Which is crazy to me...but cool none-the-less.

Personal:

This area I'm never too sure of. It still hurts that Ryan won't say I love you. I've felt pretty far away from him for the last few months and wish he would talk to me about how he feels. He's apparently terrified of this though. But, our relationship is symbiotic...which is ok for now. We slowly but surely get better in some areas and lag behind in others. I hope we can pull it back together a little more nicely, but for now I am content(ish).

I honestly thought, when I read back through my blogs that this blog would be horrendously sad to revisit, but it wasn't. I have made progress in some areas, even if it has been small.

I will add one more goal this year:

Financial: I would like to be debt free (other than school loans) 1.5 years from now. It's gonna be rough but I have some faith in myself right now, believe it or not!